It’s okay to want more-
Or want something different after getting what you think you wanted-
It’s human to look inside and then around-
We chose to play it safe because of where we were-
Now something is still not there-
Doesn’t mean the want failed-
Or the love derailed-
The want is now a need-
And you’ve come full circle to see it blossom from a seed-

Let me ask you-

Do you laugh til it’s side-splitting-
Do you find yourself enamored when he’s spittin’-
Does he slap when he’s hittin’-
Does the way it’s fittin’ feel just right in your kitten-
Does he push the boundaries past the point of lips bitten-
Past the point of safe words hidden and adrenaline surging, not swimming-
Do thoughts of swallow or spitting even surface above the tear ducts when you lay your head-
Is quitting not a reality but on repeat in fantasy-

Shallow guilt can be still waters that run deep-
Might feel like wrong reasons-
But are as true as they come~